A guy and a gal go out on every friday night..(most usually do as a couple) The girl wasnt actually allowed to go out with this guy because her father was too strict and over protected over her daughter's safety and therefore restricted her to met him=( One day,she got fucked up with her dad and could not tolerate her father anymore..she ran away from her home and met the guy She suggested she should meet the guy at the park Somewhere,she felt bad and guilty toward her father But she tried forget and rebellied to her father'trust After a few hours of conversation with each other, The guy asked if he could take her to go his hse and stayed and SHE agreed=) But there was only one helmet at his bike, she said he can wear it. Not even worrying about the safety of herself After a few minutes on the road,the guy drove past the girl's house. He knew where she lived,and when he saw her panic and frightening face of her, he told,"dont worry,babe.i would not let yur dad broke us away again." She was ecstatic and wished the time will stop here. She asked him to go slower,but he just replied only if you can give a hug. She gave him a hug and pleaded to him to go slower.But he replied if you could give me a kiss=). She gave him a kiss and wandering what going on with him? She begged him again and he asked her to said "she loved him". She told him those three words,I love you He told her to put on his helmet.She told him "Baby if u could slow down,i would and follow uu home. He agreed. She took off from his head and put it on The next morning,the newspaper headlines:Two involed in a crash just off the motorway,one dead and one seriously injured. you see he knew something was wrong wif his motorbike But he didnt tell her as he did not want to scare her He just wanted one last hug and a last kiss from her He just wanted to hear her told him that she loved him one last time.=( He told her to wear the helmet because he loved her and without her,he wont able to live. The girl'dad would grateful to him as her daughter was fine and thanked the boy'parents for raising a noble kid.. She may had phyiscally hurt but for her mentally...that would have broken her down=( When the girl was at his funeral,she cried and cried.no one can stop her and no one dared to console her..=( She would continue to move on but the memory of him would never eased from her mind and would never faded from her heart.=)
Love is such a gorgeous thing..But sometimes it is not what you will be anticipated or imagined.. That what is the situation I am now... I recalled a time when we met,I was the shy boy and you were the outgoing girl You greeted me with a warm smile, and alway made me laugh when I felt desolated=( It was the incredile and unique way how well we seemed to get along..Eventually I started to fancy you.. But it was extremely hard for you would fall in love with me I guess somewhere between jokes,late night conversations,and memories we shared.... I never thought you would mean this much to me.. Soon it became your best secret but at that time it didnt matter Nothing mattered to me as long as we were together I thought we were head over heels in love..But one day you said..Let just be friends=( I stayed up that night waiting for your call,but then i realized that I had lost you le=( And finally..I sobered myself in my bed lonely until I fall asleep How can I be frens with you,when we had a litte communicating with each other and accompanied with you,I wanted you even more and forever Girls,continued my life is simplistic,But it was the memories that had made it so difficult I guess I have to start again,put back the broken pieces of my vulnerable heart and try to ease you out of my minds But just mean of letting go easily,it doesnt mean it doesnt happen before.. Now I try to let it go
published by Wins =)
Nice song from 蔡旻佑..Dam love it a lots <3
Another nice song by 郭靜..love it too <3
Xiao zhu-Cause i believe..who got tis song can send me?
WoOoOOooO..finally I quited my job for Bonia=)..so ecstatic,also duuno why I had this feeling.Maybe I sick of tired of that place ba and I really felt dont like staying there for another 1 second..haha.Had been there since last Nov07 until now ,spending about 8.5 months there.Now the most imperative was to do well in my oral..Had started preparing since last month.My reading aloud still need to improve more on articlation.For my picture discussion,my weakness was alway used past tense which were wrong.=(..Conversation had to depend on the topic wad was given during the day..hoped the topic was easiest and I had heard before.=) OF course I must be confident and dun get anxious on that day =)
Friday, August 15, 2008
2:58 AM
Sian everytime came to my blog,in my mind I told myself must update later, update later.But my mentality was too knackered=( caused my fingers did not want to move a single movement at all=(.. Now had finally overcome it=)..before it came back to normal again,now I faster updated 1st.. hmm a lots happened past 1 weeks...Initially congraz on Jhao 18th birthday on 9 Aug(national boy hor..bai pai ma)..felt ecstatic about the outing I organized? wished you all the best from here =) Today was 15th august 08..twr was my last day for my Bonia job. Haven told my family about I had quitted the job already..Had not find a reason to elucidate to them so I just kept them secretly coz they would ask why?lazy to explain to them=(.U all also wanted to know why right?hiazzz..all I had to say was dun trust anyone when you were working especially auntie!! and wary or cautious towards anyone,they would sometimes act friendly or kind in front you but on your back they stabbed a HUGE knife on your back.Then you would realise how pain it was!! Now jobless also good la can focus and prepare for my oral exam soon..woo from next week onward I would extremely free now,guy got any outing could call upon me =)
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
6:36 PM
WOOOoo..get pay from the paragon job=)..it really 25 bucks per day..really dam ecstatic!!such a easy work in my entire life(maybe)..my bonia job salary I reckoned 10 jan then could get =( coz I saw my punchcard still yet to summit to sales rep =(..only yesterday then she came down to collect it..probably should be 10 or 11 august then it banked in my account..haizz =(..countdown to 24 days for my Bonia job =) Pray hard I would not tongue tied during my english oral and most imperative thing was DONT GET ANXIOUS!! "CONFIDENT,CONFIDENT,CONFIDENT" appeared in my mind =)..25 august 2008 I would be prepared my amour and weapon to bring it with me to the war..
New band:All time low
Saturday, August 2, 2008
7:44 AM
Today saw a disgrace incident or should I say a shameful to all Singaporean!! Today as usual I went to Woodland library to have my tuition.The weather was congenial today =)..I board the train to travel there.It was crowded inside as there was peak period which everyone were just got off from their work..When reached Khatib mrt station,there were 3 lady(mid 30) were coming in..1 of them was a pregnant women, she tried to find a seat..However there was no seats available for her..she got no chioce but to stand.I was very irated to all commuters who was seated down, refused to give up their seats to her =(..Suddenly,there was 1 elderly woman(ard 60+) gave up her seats to her..OMG,EVEN an elderly was also know this rule of giving up seats to the more needy commuter.REALLY A SHAMELESS to all the other commuters =(..
My whispers turn to shouting ,The shouting turns to tears,Your tears turn into laughter
